ok so i'm having a little nerves attack today. It's not a panic attack. Of course, I stopped taking my anti-anxiety medication last may. So far, so....coping. I'd rather not take extra pills anyways, since I just forget to take them.

I need some space. I need alone time and distance and to just not live together for a while. I'm so tired of this whole being hurt deal. It's the awkward stage where he's better enough to get on my nerves, but not good enough to go back to work. erg.

I know it's my own problems with study skills and anxiety, but seriously, a one bedroom apartment is too DAMN small.